I try to be drunk and serene
Late twenty-something, likely too old for this place. Don't care.
I have a golden retriever and two cats who will make several appearances.
I watch a lot of television. I can often be found dancing to the beat in my head, usually in front of reflective surfaces. I travel and eat and run half marathons. And combining all three is my favorite thing in the world.
random ncis gifs → 10x12 ‘shiva’.
#ncis #cote de pablo #ziva david #ziva david picspam #oh look #just another person leaving her behind yet again #its an on going thing in her life #i mean when tony left her he knew dam right that she is stubon and wanted to stand her ground #and not come back #but he should have known deep down if he just picked her up and carried her onto that plane #she would not complain #the thing with ziva is that she has been left behind all her life #so that was her chance to be the one in charge of the leaving #but you could tell she didnt want him to get on that plane #the crying after just shows that #sorry not crying#sobbing #body moving sobbing #and the last time we see her face is like disapointment #thats how i see it #dissapointment that he never fucking dragged her home #or at least said that he will stay with her till she changes her mind because he doesnt want to leave her #but he didnt #he just turned around and fucking smiled and waved #so to me #her face is full of disapointment and regret that the man who followed her miles and miles and miles #to try and find her just fucking left her all alone in a contry that ruined her #she got fixed in dc #around everyone #he should have dragged her back and she knew that but it was too late
its a year later and id still rather be watching ziva bag groceries than a zivaless series